I think I came out of the womb a competitive, Type A, hard-driving, ambitious, anxiety-ridden perfectionist. I am the first born daughter of an Air Force Colonel/ WWII Veteran and a Beauty Queen. I have accomplished a lot in my life, but have paid a high price in terms of a lack of peace, serenity, solitude, and joy.
Last fall, I needed some continuing education credits because I teach fitness classes at another venue, so, I took a Christian Yoga seminar. I fell in "love at first sight" with Yoga. When I called Brooke to tell her that I wanted to become a teacher, I was drawn in by her sweet response of "YAY!!!", as if she had won the Lottery. (Little did I know that she and Alisa had "prayed me in").
I began to hang around the Holy Yoga instructors at Living Streams Church. What an interesting bunch, they were! They were definitely "Jesus lovers", and spoke a lot about GRACE, and BEING, instead of DOING. (What a concept!). They read from and quoted Brennan Manning and talked about the "furious longing of God". They were cool, godly, earthy and tattooed. (Small ones).
My favorite quote was Brooke's "IT IS WHAT IT IS AND IT'S NOT WHAT IT'S NOT". (Is that in the Bible?) God had used that saying to change my life!
As I participated in Holy Yoga classes, I began to learn to quiet my mind, focus on my breath and meditate on what God might be speaking to me in corpse pose.
I was able to apply these things to my life off my Yoga Mat. I am learning to stay in the moment, not let my mind race ahead of me and walk in a much greater sense of surrender and dependence on God. My anxiety level is much lower as I trust God to do HIS thing instead of ME forcing MY agendas and micromanaging my world according to MY WILL. And guess what? I discovered that I am NOT the glue that keeps my world together! I had never let go long enough to see if God could hold my life together. He proved faithful (of course) and helped me to "chill" and actually experience JOY for the first time in my life. Thank you, Jesus for Holy Yoga!
As an instructor, I love to give a short devotional on a verse of HIS choosing and compile a play list with Christian songs supporting that verse. It is a fabulous creative outlet and I am loving it!
This is all in addition to how wonderful I feel in my 54 year old body. No more waking up like the Tin man in the Wizard of OZ who needs to be oiled. No more chiropractic visits after I wrench my neck from looking too far over my shoulder in the car.
As you can see, I cannot say enough about Holy Yoga's impact in my life. I have heard it said, "When the student is ready, the teacher appears". I am so grateful for Holy Yoga "APPEARING" to teach me how to walk more intimately with my Lord.
Jennifer Cecil, M.ED, LPC, RYT
9/7/09